Closed eyes

Words really fail me this time.

I really don't know what's there to say.

Never have I felt so frustrated at myself.

Never ever.

Yet today, I am feeling just this frustrated and sad about myself.

Where has my motivation gone?

I want to continue smiling as I walk on my path till the end of it, but who's there to understand that smile of mine anymore? I'd decided, you just don't understand the meaning for friends.

I'm just a meer passer-by in your heart. And you source of information.

Why did you ever walked into my life in the first place?

Its 10 more days to the first aniversary. Did you know that? I have 3 months more now, and I'm not going to waste any time I have left. While you can continue to whine and feel self-pity for yourself, I've decided to walk on and carry on from where I have left myself off long ago.

"There's a star in everyone of us, just like an apple."

Hence, from this day forth, that shall be my motivation and my target.

For the teacher that I love so dearly, thanks for suddenly popping back into my mind and allowing me to remember you once more and your words.

I will not linger. I will walk away.

Because I don't want to have regrets. Neither do I have anything left of for me to protect.

I, am all that matters now.